a month ago i was so excited and so ready. now if i even hear the word “college” i want to throw up. i can barely be excited for anything in the near future, like bamboozle, because i know after it will just be that much closer to the end of summer.
and now i can’t sleep. this has been happening every night for the past few weeks. i get all upset and can’t fall asleep. things were so good just a month ago and now everything hurts and i just want it to be the way it was. and i’d like to fall asleep, right now.